Callin You

Dear Jenny

I almost called you the other day. I was talking to Jess and when we hung up I was excited and my first thought was 'I gatta call Jenny' I had the phone in my hand and wanted to dial your number. For one moment in time it seemed you where still here. That everything that happend almost six years ago never happened. It hasn't ever happened like that. Before, for the first year I would want to call you, but I always knew you wouldn't be there to answer. Funny.
Jess assisted me the other day on reminding me of who I am and what I deserve to have in life. I get so rapped up in my head and emotions. My fear. I have thought about what she told me everyday since. Thank you Jess. I realize I let other things get in the way of what I want, my goals and so forth. I am learning even more about myself than I did last year. And the year has just started.
I am listening to Shania Twain. I think of you still everytime I hear one of her songs. ;-)
Miss You!

Tons of Love,
Jackie