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Sweet Sis

It's been 6 years today Jen, since you breathed your last breath. I wasn't by your side, but my heart was there. Your death taught me so much! There is no way I could even begin to name all of the lessons I learned, and I'm sure some of them I am not even aware of yet. But the most important one I feel, was to be AWARE. To be aware of my own life! To hug EVERYONE and do it often. To pay attention. Especially to the ones who are closest to me, and to tell them that I love them often. I know that… Continue

Added by Jessica on February 18, 2010 at 2:15pm — No Comments

Callin You

Dear Jenny I almost called you the other day. I was talking to Jess and when we hung up I was excited and my first thought was 'I gatta call Jenny' I had the phone in my hand and wanted to dial your number. For one moment in time it seemed you where still here. That everything that happend almost six years ago never happened. It hasn't ever happened like that. Before, for the first year I would want to call you, but I always knew you wouldn't be there to answer. Funny. Jess assisted me the othe… Continue

Added by Jackie on January 31, 2010 at 5:10pm — No Comments

New Decade Sunshine Super State :) Marko dropping by ...

I wish you all to see your Lives as a Sunlit Path and not some Dark Tunnel you've crawled in to. Well this will probably be one of the few blogs I get to do this year ,but what better time than the turn of a New Decade ! The above photo is taken from the converted attic I've spent so much time in ove… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on January 6, 2010 at 11:00pm — 2 Comments

It's Your B-day!

Dear Jenny, Sorry I didn't get this posted on your birthday. Your 29 this year. Happy B-day. We had a Lord of the Rings marathon. We started at 9:30 am and we went to 10 pm. It was a lot of fun! We had second breakfast, elevensy’s etc. It’s been awhile, I’m going through a reawaking process. I hadn’t realized that I was shut down. I remember the Savoir asking me if I was willing to live for him because he knew that I would die for him. I guess now I know what he was talking about so I’m learni… Continue

Added by Carol on January 3, 2010 at 11:52pm — No Comments

Holy Frickin Moly!!!

Hello Jenslove crew!! I hope all of you had an amazing 2009. I can't even begin to tell you all how much I missed you and your friendship. You guys have never left my heart! Please bear with me as I relearn how to get around in the site again. I can't believe how much I have forgotten Well I am still living in the bush! I could not live in a more beautiful and inspiring environment. I finally have internet access in the school that shutdown as all the families with children moved away. There ar… Continue

Added by Deanna on December 30, 2009 at 8:55pm — 2 Comments

Give a Bear

Hello Jensetters! Just wanted to thank Linda in Mapleton UT for her donation, and also the Gas-N-Go in Orem and Salem for there contributions as well. This program is off and running! Here is the link to donate. Every little bit helps! https://www.sponsortracking.com/donate.php?spree_ID=40100 Love you Jen Continue

Added by Josh Rigby on November 26, 2009 at 6:14am — No Comments

Give A Bear

Hello Jensetters! Thanks to Rose W. in American Fork Utah! She donated $20 to the JensLove Give A Bear program! This program is off to a great start! Follow the link from the Jens bear video to help out with this wonderful cause. I know Jackie can use our help to bring as many Jenslove Teddy Bears to as many childeren as possible. Please give if you can. Love you Jen. Continue

Added by Josh Rigby on November 22, 2009 at 8:28pm — No Comments

Give A Bear

Added by Josh Rigby on November 22, 2009 at 8:28pm — No Comments

Early Merry Christmas!

Hey Jensetters! Early Merry Christmas! I feel it is already christmas this year. I haven't forgot Thanksgiving. For some reason this year I am starting early. I put on some songs from my fav. x-mas story The Forgotten Carols on my page. I invite you to enjoy the holidays as much as I am! Tons of Love! Jackie Continue

Added by Jackie on November 8, 2009 at 9:25pm — No Comments

Raven's "weighs in" on her Mommy's size (before/after)

I have been asked (on a few different occasions), "What has Raven had to say about your weight loss?" And I was just as surprised as everyone else was (the 1st time I was asked that question), because it wasn't something I'd even thought about... until then. But we were all shocked how I actually had to stop & think it over for a few, but I still came up with... "NOTHING"?! Then, a few days ago Raven had me look up the website of some group who did a puppet show @ her old school. She was t… Continue

Added by Shelly on October 2, 2009 at 2:10am — 1 Comment

Man how the years fly in !! :))

As I write ,my life is going through a state of positive change,and I'm loving it .I am purging both mental and physical states,decluttering and getting back to happiness.As I declutter ,it's almost like an archaeologist dig.Whole strata of documents and photos are being uncovered .The one above… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on September 14, 2009 at 8:56pm — No Comments

And I look at them ......

Gina & Franny ..a little river for two little girls :) Some of life's real challenges have been laid at my doorstep recently.To coin a phrase '' I have'nt been right'' for sometime.To the rest of the world I'm on auto pilot ,I muddle through well.. but within me I am fragile.T… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on July 24, 2009 at 2:30pm — No Comments

RAIN

RAIN Rain ,walking in it ,sloshing ,hands deep in pockets head bowed down. No one can see your tears in the rain , No one can see your pain in trudging rain. Rain Rain Rain down on me ,foolish dreamer . Trickle roll down back of neck ,seeping nervous system. Sapping shirt dren… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on July 4, 2009 at 7:30pm — No Comments

Living Life On My Terms :)

Heh there Jensetters or whoever :) ,dropout I've never been ,but I recently decided to kick back BIG TIME in my life.On the one hand 2009 has been lousy ...I lost my job on 12th Jan,I lost my brother on March 2nd ,and if truth be known ,well for a while I em kinda lost my mind too… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on June 4, 2009 at 12:00am — 1 Comment

WORLD OF WARCRAFT!

i've been playing world of warcraft lately.... pretty fun game i wont be on jenslove alot i may check in after school today Alberta has been reeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllly sunny glad its not winter anymore that was really cold the snow days were fun though. Thats all for now Continue

Added by Ewan on May 29, 2009 at 2:38pm — No Comments

I MISS YOU

MISS YOU In the calling of the late night birdsong ,lying there awake , I miss you In the morning traffic rush oblivious to breakfast show chatter, I miss you I’ll sit quietly on couch drink in hand ,contemplating, I miss you In my dreams I miss you I’ll walk alone, it may b… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on May 21, 2009 at 10:00pm — No Comments

A BEAUTIFUL WAR

A BEAUTIFUL WAR For days and days preparations made millions gathered in the shade from every country every climate every hue Meadow waited there as silent they put flowers in their hair took up positions without a care men on one hill women on the o… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on May 18, 2009 at 12:55pm — No Comments

Life Before Death -

Stumbled upon this cosy site, and boy am I excited. This is something akin to what a group of us are currently working on - a project called 'Dielog', that aims to provide a comfortable platform that allows people to have meaningful and personal conversations about death. What i'm really esctatic about is how this site is so alike in terms of our vision...and that probably means every member here could be a part of 'Dielog'/contribute in some way. I'm not trying to 'steal' anything from this bea… Continue

Added by huijia on May 18, 2009 at 10:00am — 1 Comment

Wow, May is here.

Dear Jenny, It's May already, in a few days it will be Jess's birthday, how time flies by. I remember finding out I was pregnant with her and we were so excited. It brings tears to my eyes to remember feeling her move for the first time, I didn't know what it was at first. We were living with Grandma Hook, so she was there if I had any questions. It was great living with her and experience her love. I've realized that I have learned about love from those around me, my parents, friends, family.… Continue

Added by Carol on May 11, 2009 at 11:08pm — No Comments

Crocodile Tears...aka Blubbing for what ??

All that Gentleness ,here ? Last sunday I felt compelled to visit Gerry's grave alone ,he is dead just over two months. Spent a good 10 minutes just standing there ,it's a very basic setup as the proper memorial still needs to be put in place.As I usually feel nothing the… Continue

Added by Mark Manning on May 7, 2009 at 10:00am — No Comments