It's been 6 years today Jen, since you breathed your last breath. I wasn't by your side, but my heart was there. Your death taught me so much! There is no way I could even begin to name all of the lessons I learned, and I'm sure some of them I am not even aware of yet. But the most important one I feel, was to be AWARE. To be aware of my own life! To hug EVERYONE and do it often. To pay attention. Especially to the ones who are closest to me, and to tell them that I love them often. I know that… Continue

Dear Jenny

I almost called you the other day. I was talking to Jess and when we hung up I was excited and my first thought was 'I gatta call Jenny' I had the phone in my hand and wanted to dial your number. For one moment in time it seemed you where still here. That everything that happend almost six years ago never happened. It hasn't ever happened like that. Before, for the first year I would want to call you, but I always knew you wouldn't be there to answer. Funny.
Jess assisted me the othe… Continue